i keep going...

most of life is hell. it's filled with failure and loss. people disappoint you, dreams don't work out, hearts get broken, innocent [people] die. the best moments in life, when everything comes together, are few and fleeting. but, you will never get to the next great moment if you don't keep going. so, that's what i do: i keep going.

it's been a while...

it's a little difficult to believe it has been several months since i have updated my blog. time just seems to get away from me these days. i was just thinking about my blog the other day and figured i would post a little update for everyone.

first of all, for the better part of this year, i was working quite a bit. there were several weeks where i was working 80-85 hours a week. for a good reason, though. i have definitely found a new passion. i enjoy traveling. as i have stated in my prior posts, i have been back and forth from nyc a couple of times. i really enjoy it out there. also, just a couple of weeks ago, i got back to the states from a trip to europe. i spent a month abroad vacationing in england, france, and italy. i was out there by myself and it was quite enjoyable! definitely a culture shock! i enjoyed visiting, but i don't think i would really want to live outside of the country. i guess it's just what i am used to. i definitely plan to go back, though. i had posted about 800 pictures on my bookface page. they are all on there if anyone would like to see them.

next spring, and friend and i are planning to visit seattle. probably only a week there, but that is a place i have been wanting to see for a while. i think spring would be a good time to visit and be able to see the countryside around seattle and not just the city.

i am leaving in a couple weeks for south carolina. i have family out there and figured it would be a good way to travel and see more of this beautiful country. i may even plan to stay out there. who knows?

to be honest, i am planning to leave california. actually, i have been planning this for a while. i have been wanting to get out of the valley, at least. i was considering moving to the coast, but that didn't work out due to "friendships lost", i guess you could say. however, i will keep that drama off here. so, i love cali, but i just think it's time for me to see more of the world. eventually, i plan to come back, but for now, i want to see what else is out there. california is in my blood, though, so this will always be home to me. the plan is east coast for a year or two, just to check it out. then, we will go from there. maybe i will come back after that, or maybe i will find something else. time will tell. although, i am looking forward to the possibilities!

until next time. talk latter.

oh, squiggly line in my eye fluid...

oh, squiggly line in my eye fluid;

i see you lurking there on the periphery of my vision.

but, when i try to look at you,

you scurry away!

are you shy, squiggly line?

why, only when i ignore you, do you return to the center of my vision?

oh squiggly line!

it's all right.

you are forgiven.

--stewie griffin

jesse james...

i was raised knowin' right from wrong

baptized under that old rugged cross

i try to be a good man, i always give it my best

but, truth be told, some days i want to go to the wild, wild west

i know where to draw the line

but there's just somethin' 'bout that other side

i've got angels on my left, demons on my right

it's a never ending battle, it's a constant fight

sometimes, i want to be like Jesus

sometimes, i want to be jesse james

learning something new...

ok, so you learn something new every day. for example, if you take the left retail value of the apostrophe all the way to the maximum, then eventually, the lampshade effect will lead to the tassel's vessel, which has the potential to blanket all forms of life as we know it. crazy...

nothing...

this space has been left intentionally blank. don't worry, there is no subliminal message for you here.

after nyc...

i am back in california now. i had an awesome time in nyc and am definitely going to visit again. i tried to post while i was there, however i did not have internet at the apartment i had and blogspot would not allow me to post from my iphone. i took over 200 pics while visiting and it would take a while to upload them all on here. i have already uploaded them onto bookface and am going to make the folder public. however, it will only allow you to view a certain number of images before it makes you log in. for those of you who have an account, that will not be a problem. for those without an account, i apologize. hope everyone is doing well! talk latter!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=30722&id=100000512156223&l=488d73bdf5

p.s. this is what part of the alphabet would look like if "q" and "r" were missing.

p.p.s. c2 says you are all gay.

whatever...

well, i haven't updated in a while as i have been fairly busy. also, i sort of forgot about my blog. sort of... actually, i am mostly on bookface. i am on there a lot more often than i am here. if you wish, add me as a friend. i am on there as will kimbley. i changed it to my real name. i was on there for the longest time under my online name. lol anyway, i update that almost every day.

work has been a little slower for me lately, as i have not been putting in quite as many hours. so, with the extra time, i went to san fransisco a couple times. in the last 2 months, i think i went about 4 times. just to get out of fresno. well, once was to take my best friend to the airport. he moved to new york city and flew out of san fransisco, so i dropped him off. it was a time of hugs, kisses, tears, crying, wailing, tissues, and all that other chingas. lol okay, actually, it wasn't even like that at all. lol anyway, he really enjoys the change and is glad he made the decision to move. so... i figured since my trip to england fell through, i would join him. i am leaving september 1 to go check it out. so, we will see what happens while i am out there and we'll also see when i feel like coming back. lol well, actually, i am being serious. i'll be there for at least the month. after that, we'll see what happens. we'll see if new york can handle 2 guys from california at once. lol

what else? off the top of my head, i can't think of anything new. so, i'll talk latter. whether from new york city or from the big metropolis of fresno. have fun! but, stay out of trouble. i'm going to go try to find some right now. talk latter!

The snake and chicken....

don't let the snake eat the chicken

my life...

my life, your entertainment.